It's been 20 days since my last post,  the rhythm of my life is flowing fast thick and strong, it's not smooth but i seem to manage to jump over any stones or rocks. Still clueless about my relationship. Times i want to let go and be done with it stop all this dragging etc but it's in both our chars i guess. As usual things ge so much better when we are face to face.... Another 3 weeks gone, oh yeah, Happy Birthday to ELEG! CATHY! and ELEG GF! i have been playing mahjong at bryan house for past weekends and on the 3rd night i won money!it was like my 1st win at mahjong for 10 years! Crossroads, 1) get a degree 2) get a certification, 1) = alot of money spend then 2) and longer time taken and i am not sure if i can make it, 2) = less money short term but it's only MCSE. My house HDD crashed, now working everyday on my laptop...