weekends boring except for one late night chat, spent sunday at house watching vcd and playing SWG , going swimming now..

thoughts on mind.
1) men my age should be focusing on money and career, but i seem to be more interested in computer games and other ways to spend my time. got no health , no money , no talent.end up one boring person.

2) becaus of 1 , i dunno what stance to take in my relationship. i just want someone who is like me, with low expectations in life, with easy communications.

3) i want get wild, change and be a different person. but i am just me.. boring to the extreme..

4) i think too much , need to shut up my brain and go swimming.

5) should i let her go? should i be even thinkning about her?