Sunday
slept late, went to roxy sq late, did webbie like thingy, went to sentosa with her, i wandered around sentosa in the dark while waiting for her, then we go watch musical fountain, the show was vastly different from what i saw b4 long time ago, got fire somemore !

she stayed for the night and i was so happy!..............but i getting scared of short term happiness, think i rather lead a boring normal life then a series of ups and downs in a relationship..

i guess i reach another lvl of mindlessness if there is such a word, the ability to turn off sadness and happiness, being able to focus regardless of emotions regarding all and thus anyone else. i am turning into a mindless moron without compassion and the ultimated social buffon.

Wed
i think i am bored with my life. was at course from 9-6, had sumptous lunch at some chinese resturant, food was good, dinner BK followed by 7-9 of product training. fren sended the trainer to hotel at marina sq and i hitched a ride.

got off at marina sq, was about to make my way to my buddy's shop in parklane when suddenly a deep craving for choclate or ice cream or anything sweet took over me
i walk one round from marina mandrin to other entrance of marina sq merril lynch there..
was just wandering and following my craving, Anderson was closed.. and i remeber the gelato i had teh other day at paragon , the bon bon rocher was heavenly and that thought spurred me to look harder.. marina sq under renovation, walked all the way to the end found cinema but no icecream.. started walking back along the main road to cityhall, i saw a poster on the esplande side showing icecream and i cross into esplande to hunt.. went up 2nd floor, saw a couple on the oppisite side of the escalator eating icecream , the target is getting closer.. and i saw it.. hidding in there center beside the wide walkway, the flourscent light happily bouncing off various coloured sun.

Tiramisu + midnight cookie + extra topping of fudge in a big biscuit cone! I tell myself come tml i would work out harder and lose those icecreams(self denial), i walked towards the sea and sat on the bench and savored my icecream underneath the stars ( yes the sky was clear ebough to see acouple of stars) and listening to the waves, smelling the salt on the wind the sugar rush, i was feeling lightheaded and just gobble the icecream , i can see the cone sweating already !
i see many people absorbed in their little grps and sense the school holiday mood. i walked and walked , under the brigde to the war memorial, then across the padang and long parliment house, from there i walk towards the fire station and turned into loke yee st , come out from behind the library and took a bus home..