Genting was ok .. fun but not exciting enuff, casino is just plain boring, i took al the roller coasters and rides but i get no thrill maybe it's becos of parents.. i need to take the next step. bungee jumping then sky diving.. note to self.. never buy stuff like cuttlefish etc in malaysia they are cheaper in singapore. We stayed in Hotel Genting which is suppose to be a 5 star hotel but the toilet has algae and bedsheet got holes.
i think malaysian chinese girls takes more effort to dress up when going out.


Yesterday, we suppose to meet in tampines, so when i called her she say she watching tv, but would come down if i wanted her to, but i said no of cos and just let her be, i wander around in tampines mall looking at the changes since the days i hang out here..
I know i shouldn't go but i went anyway , reach her house with my food.. ate alone cos she had to bath so she can watch tv at 10. she keep asking me to stay for the night, i almost did.... this is not right, but i no longer have a clear sense of directions anymore. Do i love her , or just want to satisfiy my raw lust. I left maybe becos i knew it would be just like before and i would end up dissapointed and start my ride into depression all over again. It would be perfect if she is my lover but she is not...