Sometimes i feel as there is a block in my brains. a sense of knowing that something is just behind the door, just out of reach but not knowing what it is and unable to reach it. watch mygirl (thai) recently, I wish i had such childhood memories. but then i think i did.. what happen . i remeber a young girl who always comes with her mom to play mahjong with my granddad. i remember during my sec school days i went with my grandpa to thailand i got to know another ger but now i cannot even remember their name or faces. i am bad with idenities. i can forget completely how someone look like even though i spend 3 days in a chalet with them 4 years ago. i feel shortchanged like some how my memories are being blocked.