i, Jedi. after 1 year ++ of play starwars galaxies i finally unlocked my Force sensitive slot. intensive playing through the weekend. Life seems smooth now and i am concentrating getting into shape for my body. feels free after 5 years of worrying about nothing.

confirmed signed and chopped. It's over. The end came.

And that's the way the cookie crumbles. Here lie the end of our road, our paths dissect and may it cross occasionally as we stumble through life. No one to pick you up when you fall, so please run carefully. Actually it has long been split and moving apart but i can't seem to try to let it go out of my mind. A distant view is all that is left. i have no more emotions left to let go.

hectic week. met up with a bunch of poly friends. seems like everyone is doing well.
Is a Degree so impt? 4 years or more to get a degree from SIM. i seem to be losing interest in computer games. maybe i am just too bored nothing seems to interest me anymore. i cannot even bother to play.
I feel as if my brain is slowly shutting down, my thoughts are moving slowly and i cannot multi task anymore, i need a RAM and HDD upgrade for my Brain ! would be nice if there is such a thingy.
nobody likes to be lonely but when the time comes that being together takes too much effort then should let it go. Good fren says " sounds to be that you are looking for excuses to break up"
i got more then 101 reasons to break up and only 1 reason to cling on, and every damm time that 1 reason is enuff to cover and ignore the 101 reasons.

Been playing a new game called Raycrash, it's fun! u get to control a robot and fight in a 3d enviroment, shooting other robots, it's in real time like arcade game but played over the net.

Goals for the future
a) Get back to post BMT weight
b) get a degree
c) go tour
d) all of the above